[He doesn't hear anything past those first three words. A step back. Then another. It doesn't matter what else I've kept hidden from you, I would've told everything and then some to prevent you from seeing that. But no. The sole thing he wanted no one else to know about - especially not Thanatos - was what he looked like now.]
[You can tell in his eyes. He's... not entirely there anymore. And not from purposely distancing himself either. And still backing away in horror, now far away enough to trip on the previously-discarded umbrella and fall over because of it. At least he's not backing away, but he didn't even register that. Merely staring at the ground brokenly and in this rainstorm you almost wouldn't be able to see the tears falling from his eyes. This can't be happening this couldn't be happening it's all just some kind of horrible dream please let it be just that]
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[You can tell in his eyes. He's... not entirely there anymore. And not from purposely distancing himself either. And still backing away in horror, now far away enough to trip on the previously-discarded umbrella and fall over because of it. At least he's not backing away, but he didn't even register that. Merely staring at the ground brokenly and in this rainstorm you almost wouldn't be able to see the tears falling from his eyes. This can't be happening this couldn't be happening it's all just some kind of horrible dream please let it be just that]