[But you'll be the one suffering later, which is why he's still trying. Hopefully avert it's target in the best case scenario, try and lessen your agony in the worst case. Even though he knows doing this wrong. That his presence shouldn't be placed between them at all like this, let alone for this long. And it's not long before one of his arms falls, gripping onto Thanatos in a death vice. Head hanging on his as his breathing gets worse. More halted, seizing completely at times when you feel his body do the same, taking the damage that's meant for you as best as he can.
Until he locks up completely. Strained gasp. Inhale, voice breaking during so in a last attempt to speak. But failing. Shoving his face into your shoulder, buried in the fabric of your suit and screaming. It's only once, only lasting for a few seconds, only leaving him shaking in your embrace because his nerves are so completely shot from doing something that stupid. But his presence isn't there between you anymore, and for someone who always takes it in pure silence... Two and two. At least most of the damage that was meant for you is gone now? this was all my fault to begin with i'm so sorry thanatos just put up with me a bit longer just... let me stay here for a while]
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Until he locks up completely. Strained gasp. Inhale, voice breaking during so in a last attempt to speak. But failing. Shoving his face into your shoulder, buried in the fabric of your suit and screaming. It's only once, only lasting for a few seconds, only leaving him shaking in your embrace because his nerves are so completely shot from doing something that stupid. But his presence isn't there between you anymore, and for someone who always takes it in pure silence... Two and two. At least most of the damage that was meant for you is gone now? this was all my fault to begin with i'm so sorry thanatos just put up with me a bit longer just... let me stay here for a while]